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Haha.. Now im working at Echo Music! Previously, I was only student there. Now, im their course coordinator. In future, I will be their instructor!
Happy max :)

 

For now, my schedule is fully pack de loh. Mon, tues, fri work. Wed Korean class. Thurs, sat, sun full day school.

 

It looks busy, but im loving my life now! Hope my life will be as blissful and fulfilling in the future! :D

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hi world.

im finally using my computer to post instead of my phone! okay, i know im lazy.
but anyway, i think i better post using phone better.
cos i saw a photo today while opening a new tab to hotmail. 
made me think of many things again. went to google his name again. (the last time was 3 years ago)
saw that blog as search result once again. went in to read, again, and it seems like she updated a few posts.
anyway i was wondering why i was so agitated that time when i saw what she wrote in the blog. upset? jealousy? i dont know
for now, i read but had a different feeling. i find it sweet when i saw her writing all the sweet things he did to/with her.
its a pity they broke up. and i felt her pain when i saw her last post, "lovers to strangers"
of cos we were not lovers, we were just two individuals who sort of dated for less than 3 times. but we became strangers thereafter.
its sad huh. cant even talk/whatsapp like normal friends.
even for my friends whom i have have not contacted for quite some time, we can strike up conversations somehow sometime.  
i still treat him as a friend, even till now. you know, he owe me something, which i will not disclose, i did not try to get it back from him or even say a word regarding it cos i sincerely believe that he need it at that point of time, and its only right to lend him a helping hand.
did i regret? sometimes i do ponder what i did was right or wrong, but i never regret it. 
i just hope, things are going well for him! =)

okay, its unhealthy thinking about complicated things at 3am in the morning. moreover it is something close to 3 years ago! sigh
i shall go sleep cos im working tmr!
damn my manager. gimme so many days to work. haha, no la. he is good enough to give me off on so many other days.
now my job is to earn enough money for my uni school fees by working my ass off!
and now, mum might need op, which will again need $$$.
25k for sch fees. my bank will dry up even before my half of my uni education ends.
WORK and EARN beats everything.
so friends! pls dont blame me if i dont have time to acc you~
lol.. like i got alot of friends reading my posts.. hahaha. maximum i think 1-2 only.
the rest all life-revolving-only-Facebook people! lol, must update status to inform ppl im not free and its not on purpose! i needa work! LOL

GOODNIGHT!

Im so glad mummy is alright. I cried a river when I saw her limbs turning purple-ish grey and she told me she cant move. An immense fear that I've never felt in my life at that point of time. Now then I realise her importance to me is much much much more than I ever thought.

 

Anyway on a lighter note. Why is the freaking ambulance so damn slow?! I so feel like complaining. Damn the 995 show. Cheat by feelings. Thought they very fast on tv one? Argh.

 

im so glad I have my sister who is so calm and rush back home in lightning speed. If its not for her, I don't know how things will be. From just now till now, she is like an elder sister while im the younger one. Took all instructions from her. Felt so safe to have her by my side. I only know how to cry and be clumsy while waiting for the damn ambulance.

 

Btw, A&E is so inefficient. Still waiting after so looooong.. Sigh

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Came to rant abit. Assignments, presentations, projects, tests and exams. Never ending! :(
But I still prefer these than working. Seriously. I love studying just that it gets irritating when everything comes tgt, pile up and sleepless nights kicks in.

 

Eversince I started studying, my body system is screwed up. Totally. Why? Because I've been sick every two to three days. And its all combo sickness. When can I ever have a week whereby i can feel totally fine? I doubt it will happen anytime soon.

 

Anyway, its 3am. I gotta get back to studying. Haha came to blog just to relax abit.

 

Cya!

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Had an open mic performance ytd!
damn great a feeling!
i'm really into Echo liao.. they just give me a family kinda feel.
its a great sense of belonging that i yearn so long.
its a feeling that makes me feel so appreciated and belonged. even when im only there since just few months ago.
i guess i will not leave the school unless something really bad happened or whatsoever.
i love all of them so much! 

 

anyway i sang two songs! one individual one duet =)
first time tried harmonizing in duet. its tough but learnt alot =)
and luckily i sang it good (according to the audience there) hehe.. *bu yao lian*
the individual song itself is a challenge to me cos its quite a high pitch song for my case.
my voice has always been low and deep instead of those sweet voice.
but it turned out well too! so damn happy =)
had the most gan dong-ness of my life when the audience shouted 'encore! encore!'~
so paiseh yet so happy.

 

esther laoshi said i improved alot and amazingly fast since i first started.
that sentence alone made me so full of joy.
it may be some words just to fu yan wo or to encourage me but its so sweet =)

 

i have another performances next month and april as according to esther!
nervous yet excited =)

today is the fifth day of CNY =)
and i have still some visiting undone ~
but im dreading it abit.. bcos..

 

you see ar..normlly during CNY ppl will say to me things like 'xue ye jing bu', 'bu bu gao sheng' etc..
this year.. they say things like..
'zhu ni zao yi dian zhao dao boyfriend', ' zhu ni zao dao ni de mr right', 'zhu ni de mama ke yi zao yi dian you son-in-law' etc..
oh my tian ar~! why all these kinda greetings?
now they dont ask me if i got bf anot. they straight away give me greetings with regards to it.

 

nvm. i just hope with all the greetings, i might find one soon.
and as accoring to my sister, i will get one soon cos currently my social circle contain only guys other than my sec sch/poly friends.
for school, my clique are all guys. im the only female species.
for work, its the same.
itsbeen like this since the start of the year.
last year is not like this..
maybe its a good sign?
hahaha..whatever.
my priorities are my music and studies now.
other things, put aside first.

 

ANYWAY,
I LEFT THE SERVICE!
today is my last day of work!!!
no more bounded by gar-mer-ment!
no need to take care of dressing, actions etc!
but i will seriously miss my clique at work! they are such nice and humourous guys! =(
never fail to cheer me up everyday~ having them as colleagues for my last month is really a blessing ^^

 

its so good to be freed from ga-mer-ment!
IM SO LOVIN IT =D

 

Had a performance at EchoLoft last sunday! =)
initially was suppose to do a formal kind of peformance, but my dear shifu decide to make it small and informal last minute.

less than 15 people was called for that day and im honoured to be one of the.
my shifu, who is the director of the school, called the few of us whom she is close with, to celebrate pre-CNY and her birthday instead of the usual open mic performance.
i was quite surprise when i know im one of the few, cos i didnt expect myself to blend into this big family so soon.
she and the fellow teachers do not really see me as just a student but their family member.
the people who were there that day are either teachers or students who learnt from the school for at least 3-5 years.
me? someone who is there since a mere 5 months ago..
the kind of gan dong and happiness can never be put into words..

anyway, i sang 'Lv Guang' by Stephanie Sun Yan Zi and acoustic version of  'Price Tag' by Jessie J & 'StickWithYou' by pussycat dolls!
never knew i could sing songs of these genre properly! hahaha..im still learning but im glad that my shifu believe in me and gave me confidence! =)

i will be having a formal open mic performance next month~
gotta prepare for songs again! but im lovin' it~!
im just afraid i wont have time >.< only 2nd week of school and tons of assignements are already coming in =(

whatever it it, im gonna enjoy CHINESE NEW YEAR!
ang baos, gambling, food, fun & laughter~ Here i come!!! ^^

After so many years, I'm officially starting school tomorrow today later on! I'm excited more than nervous! It's been my wish since 3years ago. Degree! Yeah!

 

Hope my teacher will nice and of course, can teach well. I really needa chiong my studies this time round. I shall stress myself up. Distinction for all modules with a few credits will be my target result!

 

Been the one teaching for years, now I'm the one being taught. I may not get use to it, but I'm sure I would soon!

 

Okay, shall sleep now! Gotta wake on 5hours time for school! :)

 

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2nd post of the day!

 

A few more hours to 2012! It's a brand new year soon! I've got more things to accomplish and more things to experience!

 

I'm 23 next year, if I say I didn't wish for a boyfriend I must be lying. I'm just so weird. Want a boyfriend but I will think of all the things that will happen in the future and run away from someone who wanna pursue me. Then when I watch those romance drama, I long for one again. Aiyah, I'm crazy..

 

And I will be quitting work next year! I'm so damn happy, seriously I'm damn fu*king happy! I had enough of everything that is happening. My patience all ran out due to the many many reasons. Although I still wanna teach, it's not these kinda environment and system. Totally pissed me off.

 

I'm starting school next year Jan! I'm like FINALLY studying. It's been years since I take a textbook and study in a classroom. I long for this eversince I started working. No matter what, exams and assignments are still better than the backstabbing from colleagues and ridiculous nonsense from both students and parents. Anyway, Murdoch's Communication, Media studies and Marketing here I come!

 

Next year is actually full of changes and complicated. My plan for next year is to quit my job, study full time and work part time. But my parents brought me to see the MP to ask for recommendation to NIE using my work experience. Frankly, I went with much reluctance. I'm only hoping I won't get in, so my plan will remain the same. I don't want to be studying full time for 4 years and be bonded for another 4 years. A total of 8 years to the screwed up system, how torturous. But I can't defy my parents either. DAMN IT!

 

Okay enough of complain. I really hope 2012 will be a better year for me.

 

Oh yah, if anyone of you owe people money, no matter is it a few dollars or a few hundred, please return! Because if you owe people money and didnt return by the year end, you will owe the person the rest of your life oh.. Hahaha.. Did I owe any of you money? If yes, please tell me k? I'm not good with money matters, unless the amount is big. Lol

 

Happy advance new year!!!

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